Addiction

Ohmaigoddd...This is funny. My friends actually clicked on this "Who studies harder"....I think they should just skip that question because studying is really "non-existant" to those who knew me very well. Sometimes Facebook is just so funny...

Well...well...What I did today? I waited for 3 hours for my friend to do her hair at Toni&Guy. Yes that really expensive shop that will blow all the money inside your wallet just for a normal haircut. And I had the best best best best BEST Banana Milkshake in town. I felt it was THAT good maybe because...I was literally....starving....you know...starving and thirsty at the same time while waiting for a friend. But it was really good. I got addicted to Dome's Banana Milkshake.

This month is a month of addiction. I am addicted to:

1) McDonald's Prosperity Burger (doesn't matter beef or chicken, as long as it is a Prosperity Burger)

2) Chocolates (a newly developed habit, I am not a chocoholic but since I came back from Germany, I crave for chocolates every single day)

3) Apple juice (any apple juice will do to cure my sickness of apple juice)

4) Dome's Banana Milkshake (I used to prefer Mango Milkshake...I am always a Mango Milkshake fan but somehow DOME took my heart away with their Banana Milkshake)

5) Anything with black pepper on it

My appetite is back...back again on track. Which also means my life is also back on track. And also my schedule is so packed. One moment I have 3 events at one go, the next thing I know I will have to organize another thing. A month of events and catching up with people. Busy busy busy. People say it's better to have something to do than none. I am still smilling because I know I won't be busy for long. 3 more months till COMPLETE FREEDOM before I enter another new phrase of my life where there will be more dirty old men, more problematic women...yada yada...

Sometimes I just can't wait to graduate...I just wanna pass everything and leave my uni life. I can't imagine if I have to stay one day longer at the university....NOOOOOOO!!!

Lost in Translation

If someone come up to me and tell me that translation is easy...I am going to bring out a gun and shoot endlessly at that person.

me: I am doing some translation work. Not free at that moment.
ML: Translation? Easy lah. Just go to Google and translate. What's the fuss?

me: Doing some translation stuff. Having headache...
PG: Go to Babelfish. Ain't that easy, just click and you will get the translation.

If life is that easy, people don't have to pay translators or interpreters to do the work. My gawd...translation work is never easy. Not only we have to translate the words with the correct grammar, syntax features, etc...we have to translate the culture aswell. Malay to german translation really send me up the roof. One side Asian and one side European. 2 different cultures and way of speaking and expressing. How am I going to translate the "lah", "mah", "lor"...etc? And there're loadsa words which don't exist in the german language and vice versa.

145 pages...in less than 3 months. Yes, and again I took the road less taken. Why? Because never in the history of my department...no one ever took the plunge to translate a book and get it publish. Serves me right. But if I put my mind into it, I can manage it right? Hopefully. Why am I doing this? Life is too short...I don't plan to live a meaningless one.

There're about 7 dictionaries beside me now. Accompanying me throughout the whole process of brain-frying, eye-toasting translation work. I swear I have never been so hardworking with books and dictionaries throughout my whole entire life journey since I came to this world 22 years ago. No one can save me now, I have to save myself.

To-do list

**Ohmmmmmmmmmm**

To-do list for this coming week and next week:

- tidy room
- arrange travel schedule for my relatives
- buy clothes (finally...I was forced to buy new clothes for the new year)
- prepare some sort of presentation thingy for the university (I was chosen..."the lucky one")
- translate a malay novel into german language and hopefully we can get it published on time (my final year project...which I felt like banging my head to the wall already)
- find my notes and copy notes from others (as usual...it would be a miracle for me to have notes)
- save my face
- save my fatty tissues
- buy groceries for grandma
- go the the bank
- prepare to stand like a mannequin for a few hours (yeah...thanks to my friend)
- start working like normal (I've calculated my earnings for this month, broke the record for the smallest amount ever paid to me which is RM450...sad isn't it? I really don't have the mood to work at all...noooooooooooo....I was forcing myself but ended up sleeping on my laptop)

Yeah...that's it for now. Gonna be busy...not that busy but still busy.

Big Fat Fucker

I should be damn fucking happy because that guy is married and I should be damn fucking angry with myself because I looked like a slut even with my glasses on.

"One would leave his partner just for one night with you."

Fuck off!!! Man...what has become to the world?

I am so damn tired of these kinda shit. Can someone tell me I could hide in his/her place for 2 weeks? I need a break from this shit.

Can someone lend me a shoulder to cry on? The emotions is getting unstable because of the accumulated stress and shit. Not because of this. This is like a child's play.

A letter to Mr.S

Dear Mr. S,

I am not interested in you as you are old. I am sorry if you like me. But the fact is that I don't like you. Please don't make my life harder. You're old enough to become my father and I don't need another father as I already have one.

I don't have to give you the reasons why I don't like you. Because I don't like you. Is it that so hard to understand? Please leave me alone. It will be very much appreciated. I will still not like you even if you threaten to come to my uni to search for me or have planes flying all over Malaysia just to look for me.

All the things that you've said to me. I've heard it before 10 thousand times before you. This clearly shows that you're OLD and you're lack of what I want. Please forget about me and go on with your life.

I don't play hard to get. I really don't like you. That clearly means I am not even playing hard to get. I don't bloody care if you have all the qualities that make other girls drool over you. The fact is that you're OLD and that you're TOO OLD for me. UNDERSTAND?

Please leave me ALONE. This is a WARNING!!!

Attracting old folks

Omigoddddddddddddd....

Why did the old men like me so much?

This time...a 45 year old man. Well established, rich, educated, have high EQs, athlethic, etc etc. But he's not my kind. He is old enough to become my father. I called him bastard. That's how things work my way. I am mean. I also told him that I would never like him and he said I will like him. I said he's old (I have to be direct) and he said he's as young as guy in their mid 20s and that age is juat a number. He said he wants to be my guardian angel, guider, etc etc...I purposely yawned at him (I told him I heard that many times before and that would never work on me). He said he likes he the way I presented myself, the way I talk and the way I smile. I said he's blind enough not to see other girls out there. He said I am the ONE he likes in so many thousands of girls who's trying to get him. I said that's BULLSHIT! Maybe he thinks I am one of the dumb blondes out there who just give in just like that. He's just trying to get into my pants. No no, old man. You can forget about it, old man!

Someone who's so well established with high profile celebrity and model friends wanted someone who's plump and partially crazy and also a simple plaine-jane like me? I think I am attracting old men after I have a haircut. I have to do someting again. This is crazy. If I want to go for his money yes I would go for him but I am not that kind of girl.

Man...A 31 year old guy is already hard for me to accept. And now this...someone who's 22 years older than me...maybe more. I can't trust old folks like them.

This is so weird. I came back with more older men aura. Oh my gawddd!!!!

Peace

"You're always smilling. You look happy."
"I have never seen you in a bad mood. Do you ever have a bad day?"

That's the last thing someone should say to me. Yes, I smile a lot. No one knows what is hidden behind those smiles. Bad day? Man...I have it like everyday. How can someone be so ignorant no to see that or I am THAT good in hiding my emotions?

Or maybe I am THAT ignorant or not bothered to scold anyone anymore?
I was once called XXXXXXXX because of my bad temper and the way I scold people. Everyone get scoldings from me nearly everyday even those with higher authority. I blasted them with my words so bad they only can say,"okokokok"..."yes yes yes yes". I wish I could do that again. I was only 14 that time. It's easier that way. People will know that I am actually angry. Why do I go so soft-spoken these days?

"Are you angry?"
I would say "No" (no matter what)

"Do you have any problem?"
I would again reply "No". (Jeez...I am turning into some kind of weird creature)

"Are you okay?"
I would again and again reply "Yes, I am okay" (even when I am not okay)

Maybe it's easier to deny your feelings than to follow my heart. World peace people...world peace...

Useless man who suffocated the world

Did I just mentioned "war" in my previous post? Yes I did and now I have it.

There's this grown-up man with 5 kids. Useless man I should say. A man who can't even afford to feed his children well enough that 3 of his own children have to work at a very young age (His working children are aged between 14-17). I can't tolerate with people like this. Well, that's not the story...

I know this very well as I am the one sent to train their kids, a decision never been made by my company to train such young people to work for them, in this case I called it Sympathy. My boss sympathized them and think that this is a good way to help them. So I agreed to help them as this can make their life better. Why not?

A few months back I was sent to train them. It was in a very "rural area" which I've never heard of. I drove up there with my best friend for the first time and it was really a place that we never thought existed in the heart of Kuala Lumpur. And then for the 2nd and 3rd time I drove there alone all by myself. Why 2nd and 3rd time when the trainning is supposed to be only one day? Charitable I should say...I wanna help them very much. I am only being paid for one day's work and I actually took the trouble of not asking for extra payment because I felt it's a meaningful thing to do. To help those in need.

Fast forward a few months which is now...about an hour ago. This useless man came online on MSN with his daughter's account and demanded me to train him for the work. I don't train people unless I am ordered to do so (exception for those I am seeking to fill in the position). He was rude and commented that I am selfish (He said: "Anyway thanks for your selfish"). I can't blame him, look at his english. By the way he send his messages. Like a barbarian. Uncivilized.

He was so sarcastic and I swear to god I could have pull the trigger of a M-16 if I have it then directly to his mouth. Thank god I dont possess any weapon. The world is safer today.

I was damn pissed and he wanted to speak to me through Skype. Who is he to demand me to teach him and insult me like there's no Sun in the Solar System? People like this should be shoot to death and burn in hell. Damn it.

Anyway, I copied the whole chat and forwarded it to someone who can solve this problem. A stop to this problem. The best thing is I didn't even demand for an apology. All I want is I would not want things like this to happen in the future.

Did I do something bad or is it karma? Why am I always the one targeted to stupid things like this? From other people's marital affairs to the toilet issues to this.

Can someone please tell me this is good for me for my future so that I won't be an useless junk that may result in suffocating the world? Can someone please send me an Angel and tell me everything is going to be fine and okay and that this is just a game...like hide and seek? Can someone buy me a cone of ice-cream now and cheer me up? Can someone wipe the hidden tears in my heart? Yeah...the answer is NO...obviously. So I have to start breathing again and see what's in store for me tomorrow. Maybe a bigger issue?

I am so tired of this shit...I don't want to be Steven Spielberg or Deepak Chopra. I don't need this...

Maybe I should buy a one way ticket to New Zealand and start picking apples and kiwis for life. Maybe I should...

Lazy

My annoying classmates.

1) The one and only guy in my class, Mr. T:

He pokes my hand with his mechanical pencil when he's bored.
He sing songs to me when he has nothing better to do.
He likes to ask stupid question like,"Do you have one night stand with that guy?" or "Did you sleep with him?"

He's THAT annoying...that confirms that I am really back in Malaysia and I have to start living normally here.

2) My other female classmates:

One genius, one sleepy-head, one clumsy and one normal

3 years with them through thick and thin. It's like a small family. Although problems between us do occur and they will have their own way after graduation...I am missing them already.

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My daily routines are getting back on track minus the working part. It's my final semester and I have tonnes of things up my sleeve. Time to go on a war again. *sob*

I have loadsa plans in my head now. Time to get it out and start doing it. Somehow there're some lazy bones inside my body and I procrastinated. Which means January is a lazy month and I will not get anything done till February. I just can't help being lazy. Lazy lazy lazy...

Changes

"OH MY GOD!!! What did you do to your hair? You look like brown mushroom now. Why did you cut it so short? This not you...Did someone dumped you? Or you found someone?"


HAHAHAHA! That was funny. I am not sure why I did that but I felt better with short hair now. Less shampoo, less time to manage my hair. But I still can't get use to the fact that I have short hair and it's light brown. My first ever short hair in 9 years.

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I have a new nickname from my sister. It's called "Hotline" not because I am hot or whatever to do with "hot", she's actually refering to my mobile number which is like a hotline to those in my family.

Sister: I know why you're so stressful sometimes.
Me: Why? What's the reason?
Sister: Everyone likes you so much because you can do so many things. So they like to ask you for your opinion and help. You're like the hotline for counselling, studies, money, technical stuff, etc etc, you know? Even the when someone can't find the toilet, they have to look for you. You know like a "Hotline". That sounds like a good nickname for ya!
Me: Yeah...it seems like they think I am Miss-Know-It-All. Why don't you take over my position and I can be free?
Sister: No way man...no thank you.

It's not easy being easy.

There will come a day when I can't take this anymore and I will escape to somewhere again for a month or so. I need peace.

Relationship

A few people I know are having affairs outside of the relationship
A few people I know are unsure if they should get married or not
A few people I know are not sure if there're in a relationship or not

And a few of them come to me and ask me what to do...

What can I say? I can't help them. Singles like me don't have answer to that. I nearly forgotten what a relationship is like. What to do if everyone can't stay faithful to their partners?

This is a week full of relationship problems. Isn't because Valentine's Day is just around the corner or everyone is getting one year older?

Short Wishlist for 2008

"We don't want to lose you"


Somehow that made me happy. At least they know my existance and how important am I at some point of their money-reducing organization. A day to remember. Definately a day to remember knowing that I will be graduating soon...and I will probably be leaving them. It's just probably. Sad and happy at the same time. That's my working life.


And also I got an email from my host family back in Germany. Hahaha. Did I mentioned I actually cried the day I have to leave them? It was hard to hold back the tears but I can't help it. She cried too. Awww...she's better than my own mother. Yeah...living with a partially crazy Malaysian who so happened have the ability to cook great food for them. Phew...it was indeed a touching email with loadsa concern about me because I was sick the day I have to leave them. She bought me whole loads of medicine and cough sweets and she made me various kinds of tea and soups. Ahh...the good old days. Happy tears. As far as I am concerned, I've never teared any Happy Tears just Sad Tears. And they bought me a book with loadsa pics of Duesseldorf. They said if the pictures is not enough to cure my Germany-sickness, I can stay with them as long as I want. If they have no place for me, she will send me to her best friend. Another touching story...her best friend made me muffins and cookies that are better than any confectionaries known to date. Super delicious!!!


A short period of about 2 months changed me into another person. As told by my friends. Apart from becoming more stupid, I became more caring towards others. Haha...laugh. I cared for the people around me more than usual now. I even call my relatives and I initiated to call them (something I wouldn't do last time) and now I hope that I can cure the stupidity. It takes time...

I felt so happy I can buy each and everyone of you endless scoops of Haagen Daaz. Talking about ice-cream. I should buy 5 tubes of ice-cream tomorrow and binge on it. Life is pretty depressing lately with no-one to talk to at home. Class finishes early, I come back home early (yes, I am that angelic to stay at home till the very next day), I didn't work and I stay at home watching stupid TV programmes. And then I rot at home. Felt old to party, felt bored to back to my parents.



Okay...enough of crap. My wishlist for 2008 (so far):


1) a MacBook in Black (yummy)







2) a Nikon D300 (read the reviews, super yummy but I what will happen if I am not working anymore?)






Erm...that's all I guess. Besides passing my final exam (the last one hopefully).

See I felt stupid now...I don't know what I want...

Lost

- lost 2 savings books
- lose weight
- lost my sense of direction
- lost my "work-better-under-pressure" ability
- lost interest with work
- lost interest in talking

In short, I am lost in reality and I am addicted to McDonalds.

Sing me a lullaby

Yeah, it's 3 someting in the morning, I know. I can't sleep. I am terrified to sleep alone. I am so sensitive to small little voices these days that it is scaring the hell out of me. I got class at 8am. So how do I manage this time? I think I am going to get some sleeping pills tomorrow. My my...

I am hungry aswell. I just found out that I can't cook again. Is it because of the prices of food in Malaysia is damn cheap or what? I don't even have the urge to cook even when I am hungry.

I am hungry, hungry and hungry. Did I mentioned that I am hungry? Hungry means I need food...real food like real meals and not bread and biscuits and instant noodles. I am hungry. I am hungry. I am hungry and I am hungry. I am really very very hungry.

Soon I will turn into a stick because I am not eating like a normal person. I am so used to have food on my table when I come back from anywhere and I can't bear to eat any instant noodles for the time being.

I am hungry and sleepless.

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I am thinking of getting a haircut tomorrow. Short. If I have it short it will make my face look bigger and fatter. Longer hair means more time in the shower. Longer hair means more shampoo and more time to blow dry. Shorter hair is always better but it will makes me look FAT. But I am not sure if I dare to take the risk. God, please bless me with the right hairstylist. Please....

I wish i could just sleep like that...just like that...freestyle

My Sunday is not a day with the sun

Yeah it's me again. People would be wondering what the heck am I still awake at 4 am in the morning....not because of jet-lag.

Work! Damn it. Work. My boss is a workaholic and it's not healthy for me. I came down to check the doors because I heard some sounds...I am living alone and that's why I am so conscious about the security of this house. And then I heard some MSN messaging sound from my laptop. Guess what? A "Hi" from my boss. Finally he caught me online and then I was questioned about his incoming project. Damn it.

It's so stressful going back to work when I am not ready for it. So my working life starts again tomorrow, yes it's a Sunday and I have to work and organise things before he throw his fit at me. And gonna arrange some online meeting with my friend who's living in Japan. Gosh...help me with that. Please see me online tomorrow, first thing in the morning and we will be safe.

Maybe I should go back to work, be a nice girl and stop complaining. Afterall I have had my hiatus for 3 months. If I wanna get a roof or a nice car by the end of this year, I will have to work. Not to mention, holidays in between...dreams will only come through with money. Damn it. Can't I just get married and breed and not care about this? The answer is no. Impossible for me at this age of 22.

It's been more than 5 years now working for a workaholic employer. Thanks to him I have some hidden back pain and shoulder pain. Thank god there's a thing called holiday. Maybe my back pain and shoulder pain gets better now after 3 months of rest. It's time to conquer the world. It's time...

First things first tomorrow:
- a hearty breakfast at McDonald's (yes, I am unhealthy, so what?)
- clean up the house (this house looks like a zoo without the animals)
- set down a list for January 2008
- find my university student card (I wanted to have a holiday without thinking of uni, hence the dissapearance)
- buy groceries (I am again the housewife, the cleaner and the cook)
- work plan, target plan, financial plan (for 2008)
- did I mentioned that a holiday plan is very important (balance everything...balance life)
- hit the gym (if I have time)

So now everybody...go to sleep and be like me. Work on Sundays, it will make you go more sane and healthy. Good night everybody. Muaaakss!

Jerk

This is a story of my friend. She slept with a guy she had known for 2 weeks. After that, neither did the guy reply any of her messages nor emails nor picking up the calls. She got really fed-up and she asked me for advice. She said she's going crazy and probably that guy thinks she's a slut.

I wonder how many other girls out there are facing the same thing. She even asked me to help. I did my best, I did call that guy for her but he didn't answer. I sent him messages through MSN, he did not reply. Great isn't it. Sad to say, I would never have thought that he would do that...never expected this from him to treat my girlfriend like that. He's a jerk. Damn it. I hate these kinda people. What's wrong with replying? Isn't so hard?

I don't know how to console her. Before that it was all nice and sweet, telling her about his life, telling her not to leave and stuff and now this shit happens. I am not going to interfere, let the bygones be bygones. Sometimes I felt so happy to be single. No strings attached.

Why do guys have to do that eh? I am not saying every guys but some. Then some of you would say, well girls did dump guys aswell for no reason. Jeez...where's the courtesy.

Blahhhhhhhhs

Oh my goddddddd....I am so damn bored at home. Save me...save me...

Besides sleeping when everyone is wide awake and waking up when everyone is asleep is crazy.

I am eating like a vacumm cleaner...The only thing I miss about Malaysia would be Malaysian food. Nothing beats that. Heaven...with the chillies and stuff...the soup and noodles and veges and sambals and chillies and drinks and curries and everything...gosh...the only thing I can't leave behind would be the food. Family? There's always Skype. Friends? MSN, Skype, Yahoo Msgr, etc. Food? I can't find any Malaysian restaurants near the place I live in Germany. I am officially terrified of Doener because I had about 10 in 6 weeks. I am not eating any bread with cheese and ham because I had that nearly everyday and warm food is always better in the morning for me. Yeah, I am a typical asian...warm food in the morning makes my day.

This is my Malaysian food checklist which I have to eat to satisfy my hunger.
- Asam Laksa
- Char Kuay Teow
- Satay
- Pork Mee
- Pan Mee
- Wantan Mee
- Roti Canai
- Nasi Lemak
- Teh 'O' Ais Limau
- Mee Goreng Mamak
- Karipap
- Popiah
- Rojak Sotong
- Bak Kut Teh
- Chicken Rice
- Duck Rice
- Loh Mee
- Hokkien Mee
- Hakka Mee
- Yong Tau Foo
- Ayam Goreng
- Fishball Mee
- Hor Fun Ching Tong
- Teh Tarik
- Roasted Duck
- Curry Mee
- Thosai
- Sambal ikan bilis
- Bubur kacang
- Mee Sup
- Sup Ekor
- Ikan Panggang
- Asam Udang
- Ais Kacang

Yeap...that's it for now. Just a bit from all the Malaysian food. My sister said I lose weight. Hahahahaha. Joke of the century.

I am living alone again. I hate to live alone with only walls to talk to. I only need a bed, a bathroom, a kitchen and a living room. I don't need that much of space. It's so depressing to live alone. Each year I would have to go through 7 months of living alone and I can't live with more than 5 people under one roof. That's the reason why I am here...

Starting my life back next week. My boss has been chasing for me over a month now for a new so-called project, my lecturers miss me so much that I have to give a 15 mins presentation on my life in Germany on Monday, my bills are all here. My phone bill shocked me with a very high amount, and it's time to hit the gym. I wanna get my healthy and fit body back because I am vain. So vain sometimes I hate myself for that. And sometimes I am not bothered to go out in my PJs. Life begins on Monday.

4 more months to go till complete freedom. Freedommmmmmmmmmmmmm!!! Argghhhhh!!!

Memories

It's nearly 6 am and I am still very much awake. Oh no...

So I spent my time looking through the pictures I took in Germany.

And I saw a pic of a turkish kissing my cheeks. OMAIGODDD!!! Lucky I ran away after that.
Then some pics of me eating junk food,
some pics of me drinking Gluehwein,
some pics of me drinking beer,
some pics of me shopping,
some pics of me with my friends,
Then some pics with my friends and her date. She dated the language teacher from another class and I dated his friend. Some pics of him aswell...and after that, we did not have each other contact at all. It's just amazing that I can let that happened. I must be crazy that time. No, I am not drunk nor red. I gave my bottle of beer to my friends knowing that I can't drink that day. Crazy...

So the conclusion would be, December 2007 would be the month of pictures for me. The most pictures taken in a month. At least I had a good time there besides some shitty stuff that happened in between like nose bleed, nearly losing a place to stay, nearly cried because of something, nearly froze to death and etc etc.

Now back to reality, my fairytale is over...

buh bye 2007

1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
Someting that I thought I would never dare to do

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I make plans and follow it, not resolutions. New Year resolutions wont work on me

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No

5. What countries did you visit?
Cambodia, Indonesia, Germany, Holland

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
Money, Love, Sanity

7. What dates from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
29th December 2007. Someone took my heart away and forgot to give it back to me.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Became 45.93% more patient than the year before

9. What was your biggest failure?
Being lazy

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Not really

11. What was the best thing you bought?
a 0.65 Euro Reisetube from dm

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Everyone

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Mine

14. Where did most of your money go?
Food, travels, health centres (gym, facials, etc)

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
When someone looks at me in the eyes and tell me that he likes me

16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
Last Christmas from Wham

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? b) thinner or fatter? c) richer or poorer?
a bit of everything

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Shopping

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Eating

20. How did you spend Christmas?
At my father's friend's house in Holland with 2 other classmates munching bread and ham for breakfast

21. Did you fall in love in 2007?
Yes and no

22. What was your favorite TV program?
Erm...can't think of any

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Yes, a few

24. What was the best book you read?
Err...book?

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
90s music...brings back memories

26. What did you want and get?
Someone I can bite occasionally

27. What did you want and not get?
A Maybach

28. What was your favorite film this year?
Transformers

29. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
At home in front of my computer rushing for assignments and work dateline and I am 22...sad

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Challenge myself more

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
Wear what is on sale

32. What kept you sane?
Internet

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Jessica Alba

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
Every single issue...

35. Who did you miss?
Someone

36. Who was the best new person you met?
A 31-year old guy

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
Guys give love for sex, Girls give sex for love