Accidents do happen

- I accidently burnt my house's main fuse, so now I m only living with a computer, a fridge and a tv without the lights and fan. I have to use table fan and table lamp instead. My life grew dark after 7pm.

- I've been living alone for nearly one month now and I m going crazy. Coz I got no one to talk to except for the walls and doors. I m currently having "housewife training"...cooking and washing and cleaning the house, buying groceries, etc. I hate to live alone in a double storey house as I don't need that much of space. I miss my family.

- Running around Kuala Lumpur is not fun at all. The traffic is crazy and the people driving their cars are moronic.

- I got into trouble at work again just because I m too hardworking. Somehow some people are just jealous. I m cool with that. Do whatever he/she wants. Don't care.

- My grandma called me the other day saying she pitied me having to eat salad for dinner. Sooner or later I will be malnutrised.

Isn't it sad to live alone? To eat alone and to watch tv alone? I think I started talking to myself because of that. Thanks to Alexander Graham Bell, I m fully utilizing my phones. But still something is missing...

Just an another week in August

I m lost of words to tell you what happened for the past 2 weeks. So I will let the pictures do the talking.

Yeah, we won 2nd place. It's always the second place, I don't understand why. But it's better than nothing.




Yaay...mock check! So...we decided to spend some on food...

So just now, we all went for dinner at a very nice Austrian Restaurant somewhere in PJ. It's called Klimt's. Named after a famous austrian painter Gustav Klimt.

Yummy...I felt so full after that I couldn't think straight. And did I mention I m not a fan of white wine? I couldn't finish so I let my friend to finish them. Red wine is okay but not white. We ordered tonnes of food, tonnes of sausages, tonnes of dessert. And the part would be the raw herring fish. Gosh...I have to finish them because my friends couldn't stand the fish smell. It's raw and it smell like fish. I mean the fish smell is so strong I felt I m eating fish from somebody's aquarium. But the sauce is nice :)

Here's are some of the dishes. There's loads more but I felt these are really nice.

Dessert is the best part of all. I could just lick each and every plate clean. The melted dark chocolate is perfect. The crepes is cooked to perfection. I m addicted to their desserts. So tomorrow I m gonna ask my Austrian karate mate for some austrian food. I wish I had bigger stomach.

This made my day

Please click to view...you will see what I meant


This is a message I got from my myspace. People on myspace these days....*shakes head*
Just because I put a pic with me with loadsa make-up on...how shallow...

Walking Skeleton

Keira Knightley...look at her urm...dress...body I mean...
I didn't know that she's thattttttttttttttt skinny...

STUPID

I am stupid. I m stupid. I m stupid.

I don't know why, but I m stupid. In so many ways. I m so so so so so so stupid.

I m stupid in relationships, I m stupid at work, I m stupid in uni, I m stupid when it comes to everything. I m stupid. I m stupid having to trust someone for so many years proven only to break my heart into pieces and shatters into infinite pieces.

I m stupid when it comes to controlling my emotions. I m stupid having to love someone and having to forget about him and stupid to even be nice to him. I m damn blardy stupid.

One stab to another, made me feels the increasing stupidity in me. Decisions made are blurred by emotions. Stupid emotions. One by one, dozen by dozen, that's the number of bottled stupified emotions that I have filled up over the time. I felt damn blardy stupid.

How can someone as stupid as me still surviving and breathing on earth? Can't I do anything right? Can't I be at least in someplace better than having to torment my emotions every single day?

No more tears to define my stupidity. No more. If people can hurt me, why can't I hurt them back? Why can't I be more courageous like the younger days? Owh...my stupidity. Period.