August 31, 2006

Happy Birthday Malaysia!!!

Happy Birthday to you my beloved Malaysia!!!
(despite of my negative comments)

So...Malaysia is 49 years old today...that means my dad is already 49. Wow...the last time I heard "anything gotta do" with his age would be when he was 40. How time flies, this means I should go back home more often and talk to him more.

I slept till 1pm today. Totally sinful. Nearly 12 hours of sleep. No wonder I felt a bit stupid today...too much sleep. I had loadsa chocolate aswell. More sinful. Wat a sinful day for National Day!

August 27, 2006

Allergic to exams...

Certain students 'allergic to exams', research shows
THE stress of sitting exams sends students' immune systems haywire, leaving them more vulnerable to allergies, according to researchers. Scientists have found students studying for exams suffer from higher levels of activity in their immune systems as they grew more stressed. The researchers claim this spike in immune activity causes students who are susceptible to allergies to be hit by a super-charged allergic response which worsens their symptoms. In a study of 41 medical students at the Karolinska Institute in Stockholm, Sweden, the scientists found that in calm periods months before exams, students had relatively normal levels of regulatory T cells, white blood cells which help to control the immune system. But when tested just days before a major exam, the students showed a major increase in the regulatory T cells as the levels of mental stress they reported rose. The research found students with allergies also showed a drop in cytokines, molecules involved in regulating the inflammatory response that can cause allergic reactions. This article: http://news.scotsman.com/education.cfm?id=1263502006

Yes, I m allergic to exams... :(

August 26, 2006

Superbusy

Busy with so many things. I can't hardly breathe. Pheww...I thought today's the 27th of August. I've been adding an extra day to the date. Well, there's an exam on "Phonetik und Phonologie" this coming Monday. And the week after that, I will get to have a week long holiday (short semester break). I felt like staying inside the house hibernating for a week. Or maybe not, I will turn into a pig which will be very unpleasant. I can't wait for the holidays. Actually I m looking forward more to the Semester Break after my finals which is after the 17th of November till Christmas.

*Breathes in**Breathes out* Phewww...Okay, gonna go back to the war now...

August 17, 2006

Priceless

I hadn't had any proper sleep or food since Monday. I hadn't had talk to anyone in a normal "mode" since then. I hardly reply anyone's message since then. I hadn't finished or at least start to scribble anything for my assignments. Been really busy coping up with time, balancing between many many things. And most of it is for the contest. And here's what we got:

A bit blur...taken in a rush...

We're so close and yet so far for the first prize, an air ticket sponsed by Lufthansa to Germany!!!
But no comments though since we came in second. Worth it I should say.

August 08, 2006

On the wings of love

Love?

I think I've lost the meaning. Is it just a word?

Have I let go fully?
- I do miss him sometimes (getting lesser for each passing day)
- I do get emotional when I got his text message

but
- I m not ready to see him yet since the break
- I don't want to see him
- I don't want to miss him
- I don't want to see things that belongs to him

and that's it... I think I have. Kudos to me!!!

August 07, 2006

Everyting is kaputt!!

Owh, I need a HOLIDAY...seriously. Bah...I need to survive this semester first. Add oil add oil!!!

August 06, 2006

A letter to Mr. Money

Dear Mr. Money,

I would like to dedicate this post to you. Since this morning, I've had endless problem with you and your relatives. It just happened. I paid the wrong bills, paying extra. It's hard to get you, you see, so can you like do me a big favour, stay by my side always and forever. And please don't run away or plan any plot of getting away. You know how much I treasure you...

Love,

Dee

August 05, 2006

1 guy, 2 friends, 3 Swissmen...

It was a really bad day yesterday. Really bad. Despite of the sleepless nights preparing for the presentation, me and my groupmate got 3 ouf of 10. Damn 3 of of 10!!! I was expecting at least 5 out of 10 at least, so much for the effort! It was so dissapointing. My lecturer didn't tell what's wrong with our presentation and he just said that we're getting a 3. Never in my life I got a 3...never. Well, it's International Relations. I should just forget about tis. No point crying over spilt milk. But I m damn kek of course.

Okay, it's okay...*breathe in...breathe out*. After that, off to one of my coursemate's house we go. Practised the sketch for a while but I m already a little bit tired despite of the sleepless nights for that stupid presentation. So we did it half-heartedly. Because we're all excited for another thing. Party!!!

That night, we're supposed to celebrate my friend's 21st bithday. And the best part is the birthday girl is with us. So, we're looking forward for a great night after the hectic weekdays we've had for the whole week. So off we go for a dinner at Modesto's with the (around) 15 other friends of hers (which I had no idea who is who).

After the food, I messaged one of my long lost friend asking where is he now and if he wanted to join us. And he didn't tell me that he's already on the way. I thought he's not gonna make it. So much for the courtesy, he came with short pants and he refuse to get out from the car. He had planned to smuggle me off to some mamak stall. Then there's a big ARGUEMENT. I didn't meet him of course, he got damn pissed off and said he wouldn't wanna see me ever again. Good then. I don't care man, I don't give a damn of what you think. He called me stupid. [Hello, I told you that we're going to a club].

And he didn't tell me clearly of the mamak part. So there I looked like a dummy. Made me feel stupiad for inviting him and he said that I m stupid and all gals are stupid. And in the end he said he's the one who's stupid for listening to me. Man. I really hate arguements. Can't he just chill and enjoy the night, I already offer to teman him to a mamak nearby (the one near Beach Club) because he said he wanted mamak. Then again he said tis mamak got loadsa people and he's just wearing short pants. Hello, you can go to mamak even if you're wearing just ur boxers dude! He wanted to bring me to a place furthur down. Damn, I know you're up for someting. I m not sure of what. SO much for the courtesy. I didn't even shout at him which I will normally do when I m damn pissed. Yeah now I sound like a real idiot and a real bitch. Fuck! I don't know why I felt guilty and I put the blame to myself. I m prone to blaming myself when things didn't work out properly.

The plan later after the dinner was to go to Thai Club (opposite Beach Club) with a few tequila shots since she used to work there. After dinner, we walked there. But things went really wrong, we waited along the streets like mannequins for ages and I have no idea what's wrong. I know she's damn pissed with that. I just go with the flow. So we decided to change place, that's to Poppy Garden. There...while waiting, one of her friend got interviewed by Hitz.tv, I just remember that cute host which I forgot his name. Duh!

And then again, we waited for ages. Then again we waited and waited for don't know what reason. Then they said some celebrities like Amber Chia will be there aswell. So much for the waiting, we didn't end up there. So, my friend got so pissed off she brought us to Thai Club. And there we're introduced to her ex-colleagues, agent, etc. After like half an hour we came out and off we go back to Poppy Garden. Then they decided to end the night at Passion instead. Man, so much for the fuss. Duh. So there, I spent the night without alcohol (not allowed to because I m driving. The place was so packed! At around 2.30 finally we got a place to sit and I sat next to my friend who sat next to some white guy.

Then there's this particular white guy (one out of the 3) with a digicam keeps on snapping my picture without my permission. Man, I got angry of course because you didn't ask my permission to snap my pic. So when 2 of my gal friends left to take someting, I was the only gal there, so that guy with the camera hop and then he sat beside me. Being courteous, I answer what's being ask. He asked me why I looked to depressed (hello, that expression is not depressed, it's uncomfortable because you keep on snapping my pic without my permission). So then I found out he's from Switzerland. First question I asked, "Sprechen Sie Deutsch?" (Do you speak German?) and then for like the next 15 minutes we talked about basic things, why I did German language as my degree and so on. And so I found out he lived nearby my uni. Then he left to dance, I went downstairs to the RnB place. It's already 3am. So I was literally there for the last song. Jeez.

I slept at my friend's house (since her house is near to my uni) for the night, at freaking 4.30am and I had class today at 9am but I couldn't wake up. So then again I skip my International Relations class. She woke me up at 8am. My eyes can't be open at all. I think if I were to drive back to my own house I will probably won't be waking up till 3pm today.

What a day!

August 02, 2006

Sketch

I m playing a 50 year old mother who loves to do aerobics and is very obsessed with Feng Shui. Actually she's obessed with PS2 but my lecturer finds it too ridiculous. What do 50 year old mothers look like? Curly hair with heavy make up? Should I paint my nails red aswell? It do sounds scary to me...but I m a 50 year old mother now with a 21 year old daughter. Haha...time really flies...