Me and Malaysia

Yesterday, I woke up at 4am. Got ready and all to fetch a friend who's coming all the way from Germany. Since then I sweat non-stop till I got back home in the evening. The weather is okay, not too hot and not so sunny compared to the days before but it's hot enough to make me sweat. I think my bra is soaking up all my sweat and going heavy everytime I sweat. So, it's like a water reservoir when I got back home. No one knew that...hehe...Everytime I saw the sun, I just feeling like dipping into a pool.

Went around KL and I didn't know KL have so many things to see. I feel I m not a Malaysian at all. Very unMalaysian feeling. But it was a good experiance. Today would be another day. I'm gonna have no time to blog. So c u guys...

Gawd!!!

Finally...finally...the day I've been waiting for since this semester started. OMG!!! I m so happy for now. I m finally free of exams for this year...not next year. Next year I got 2 more times to go to torture myself. Jeez. But I havent go so far yet. So now I m happy and feeling happy and being happy. It feels better than winning a lottery. I feel exhausted and tired now. Went shopping just now. I think I gained 10kgs from the last holiday. Everything can't fit me. Is it becoz Malaysia girls are normally small size or it's just me? Feels sad though, like why some people can just fit it watever clothes they want. I m having inferiority complex at the moment. Huhuhu...
I wanted to sleep while lining up to pay. I just wanna sleep on the floor without caring what people think. It's very exhausting mentally and physically. This is the most stressful semester I've ever had. The most torturous one. I know next year gonna be more stressfull becoz I have a lecturer (who's as fierce as a tiger...nono...fiercer than any tigers...more like T-Rex) who will be teaching us. Jeez man....so much for suffering. That's next year...I m not gonna talk about it. Just wanna pass everyting and dats it. Bye bye University of Malaya.
Gonna be very busy these few days. Spring cleaning, pick up some postage stuff, work, work and more work to do. That's just for tomorrow. Woo...I m back. The normal me is back. Hopefully I can be 100% back to normal. You see...I don't even know what I m writting now. I m half asleep now...ZZZzzzzz.....Nevermind, let me rumble jumble for a while. My hands don't wanna stop typing, they told me they haven't type anything for a while and they missed typing. Nanananana....
Oh...I can't stand it anymore...See you in Dreamland.....ZzZZZzzzzz

Plans after the my last paper

Wooo...I m getting so so so excited. I m gonna feed myself and my friends (especially someone who came a long way here...ahem ahem) as much as we could and turn into big fat pigs before hitting back to reality (work, school, dillema) after the exams. I m gonna take loadsa pictures as I don't really know Malaysia myself, gonna dig thru snakeholes, racoon-holes, fly-holes for treasures. A lotsa wonderful things. I just can't wait.

Okay, here's the plan...
After my last paper, the moment I pass up my answer sheets, I m going to....
1) Breathe and breathe and smile and try not to regret anything

2) Go back, do some housekeeping as I turned my room into a jungle since my exam fever started. Sleep. And then dinner with my very-kesian-friend-whom-I-didn't-see-for-ages, Mr. David.

3) The next day, go shopping, buy someting for myself, bloodbath!!! It's been ages since I step into a shopping complex. Pick my friend from her house, gonna roam half of Malaysia with her since she didn't really have a holiday before. Anyone wanna join me? Oh Mike, you wan a cuppa? Starbucks okay?

4) Early in the morning, before the sun comes up, will then rush to KLIA to pick my very special guest. Then start to tour KL-Mallacca-Muar-Singapore-Penang-KL for 2 weeks. It's seems so short though, we should visit the east coast aswell but not enough time. :(
Gonna roll on any beach, gonna eat like nobody's business, I don't care if I m fat since I m single...muahahaha...I m loving my tummy to bits. *shy*

5) Planning a trip to Shanghai, China, with my aunt. My very stressful aunt needs a holiday badly...Why not? It's December babe, my best buddy gonna fly back to KK and leave me alone here. *sob*

6) I m doing a secret project. Muahaha...I m gonna get it done by January. And then got loadsa preparation to do. Hopefully it works.

7) As for work, I will hafta give trainning to 2 people. No idea who it will be. Hopefully everything goes well. Gonna catch up with my working stuff aswell. I've abandon work since October.

8) New semester gonna start, all those stupid registration thing again. My 4th semester on 26th of December. Spoil my mood!!! :( I really really for the 15,737th time...I hate studying.

9) Gonna try to loose some weight after gaining so much weight. I don't want to spoil all my clothes.

10) Survey for a new handphone. My phone has been giving me weird sounds as if an alien were trapped inside. Time to get a new one after 2 long years. My longest phone ever.

11) Charities. Gonna find some place, help the needies. It's been ages since I do that. People say I m very ignorant (which is not true at all, I care for everyone, just that I m too busy sometimes and also I don't look like I care, which is very sad), very selfish (wooo, my ear hurts when I heard this, seriously it's like accusing you of stealing the chicken when you are vegetarian). So I need some time alone, for the community, not gonna care what people think.

So far, that's my plan. Don't know if it's gonna work out. Hopefully....

Bad Attitude: Is it me or other people?

I woke up today with loadsa things to do, loadsa last minute revision to be done, stress stress and more stress. Then I wanted to check my Yahoo mail so I on my very-rusty Yahoo Messenger (changed my status to BUSY), suddenly out of no where...came this bugger who existed a long time in my rusted YM, whom I don't really remember.

Somebody: dunker sher for remembering me
Me: what are u talking?
Somebody: which part
Me: pls dont speak german
Somebody: ahaa!!! u r a german language student
Somebody: unless u are so terribly poor
Somebody: never the less, i cant forget u
Somebody: i enjoy our relations
Me: number one...i m a german language student yes...but u r speaking it terribly
Me: number 2...do i have any relationship with you?
Somebody: i know, at least i say it how i know best
Somebody: chat only relation, im sorry
Me: it doesnt matter...it's still wrong
Somebody: i have been to germany 4 times, you?
Me: good for you then
Me: now leave me alone
Me: i m busy
Somebody: u do have a serious attitude problem
Me: yes when someone speaks bad german that it
Somebody: u were 18 when i first knew u
Somebody: now u became a monster
Me: i m happy to become a monster
Me: you're not supposed to msg me at this time of the day
Me: like i said i m busy
Somebody: ok, i will remember this.

Can't he understand the busy sign on my YM? Now I look like a baddie. My blood was boiling when he mentioned the word "relations". And now I m a monster. Okay, a good start before I become Godzilla. I hate Yahoo Messenger, I mean the people in it. Not the first time though. And also some people who misuse Skype.

Guys, please try this:
1. Put ur gender as female
2. Put a girl's pic
3. Put ur status as online or "Skype Me" mode

Within minutes, you'll get people asking you for cyber-sex. Oh my god!!! Where's my privacy? I have to put my mode as online becoz I need my friends and colleagues to know my availability to talk. Now I have to appear "Away" most of the time. Please dont misuse Skype. Respect other people's privacy.

Looks like I m having a bad day....very early in the morning...

Furiously Furious

I m so so so so so fumingly flamingly furiously furious. How could I let an Aunty cut my hair. I've vowed not to let any Aunty touch my hair. Oh my GAWDDDD....Although it's just the front fringe (because I no longer can see the road clearly with my hair covering half of my face)...it's so so so inacceptable...Oh man...If I m pretty like Jessica Alba I don't care how bad the hairstyle is, but since I m not her and I m me...and now I've got this stupid fringe...How am I going to meet anyone? I feel like "marinating" myself at home and not to meet anyone until my hair grow longer.

This is not the first time. There's once I pay quite a lot for a professional haircut and then not even 2 weeks after that...my grandaunt insists me to get a haircut becoz she can't accept that style and then she brought (more like dragged) me to this little shop in Thailand where you can feel technology stops there...there goes an Aunty holding a pair of scissors and a small little comb...she started to cut while I just shut my eyes and pray. When I opened my eyes...I couldn't say anything...I m stuck with bad hairstyle for 2 blardy months!!! My heart was crying so loud the scissors can hear me. I m vain, vain and very vain when it comes to my hair.

Oh gosh...this time is with my grandma. History repeats again itself. I m not going to any place with scissors, comb and shampoo with any old woman anymore. It's too dangerous. I can't take the risk because I'm weak with old women, I can't say NO, because I dont want to dissapoint them. Oh no...I felt like having a heart attack now. So SAD...

When I grow up, I wanna be a Godzilla

I wanna become a Godzilla when I grow up, so that I can stamp on all those bad people I've collected in a place. And then I wanna eat lotsa of food with just one mouth. *Yum Yum*.

Becoming a Godzilla means not having to spend anything at all. I dont have to wear any nice clothes, no nid to buy cosmetics, and also I can travel around the world by walking. How convenient. I don't have to apply for a passport aswell and go to places where it's impossible to go.

And that also means that I hafta wait for other Godzillas to visit me which might take ages. :(

(Having severe exam stress...)

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I salute people with good memory who could memorise the whole book without any problem. Not only one book but a few books. I adi felt like dying trying to memorise the facts of a chapter. I have never memorise so many things in my life. So now, I m ready to repeat that blardy paper next semester, I m so positive of repeating it because it's someting I could not do. I really wanna become Godzilla and stamp on people who came up with this subject. How gross!!!

Peace everyone...peace....

Loadsa Love,

Dee

Smarty smart smarties

This is what happens when I feel I need to be smart a bit...(I need the smart-factor in me so that I can remember all the facts and stupid reasons and also theories for this coming finals)

1. Eat loadsa fish. Fish makes you smart (that's what people say). I can eat loadsa fish when it comes to my favourite fish dish. So today I had fish for dinner and guess what, I think I ate one of those little fish bones aswell and it's swimming around my throat. It's still swimming and I think it's doing some butterfly, freestyle and also some breast-stroke...muahahhaha...so ticklish. Maybe the little boney is practising for the Olympics. Jeez. How can I eat the fish bone aswell? Hurts like hell. Help!!!

2. Over indulge in books and papers. Now my study room is in a mess with papers flying everywhere, books lying everywhere where you can't see the floor. And I don't know what had I read. My brain still feels very empty.

3. Ignoring real living things such as family members, plants, moving things. I've been living alone with books since the Ice Age. I don't think I know anything about the outside world as in what happening in my neighbourhood. I still know the news, thank god! Thanks to the internet. You see... I know Saddam gonna die soon, this Sunday. See...I read the news.

4. Exercise. OMG. Don't have time. But I did try to move around a bit. I don't wanna become a full grown whale or elephant after my exams.

5. Smarties makes you happy. But I can't get hold of any Smarties since I didnt go out. So, to some people out there...*hint hint*. Send me some smarties...*hint hint*. Sharing is caring. Hehe.

Last but not least, good luck to everyone who's struggling last minute for finals. To those who hate/anti exams like me...try to love them. That's what I m doing.

;)