Yeap, flying off soon.
Still...no extraordinary feelings. Feeling sad because I am about to leave my beautiful country for sooooooooo long becoz of my passion that a lot of people couldn't understand. And also my grandmothers. One is nearly 100 and another one is 75. How could I do this to them? And they love me to bits. If my grandfathers were alive, they will also love me to bits. Apart from all the loving and loving and loving, I can't live without Malaysian Food.
So for now, the only thing I am looking forward to would be my trips to Weimar, Erfurt and the places around it since my friend in Portugal is coming to visit me and my another friend. Another girls day in day out kinda thing.
Hmmm...what will I be when I grow up? Yeah, that was supposed to be a joke since I already grew up to this stage.
Okie dokie, I have to do some last minute packing now. Till then. See you once again in Germany!
March 27, 2009
March 25, 2009
March 23, 2009
I have nothing to say
I have nothing to say nor anything to blog right now.
I know I will have to start a new life in a matter of days, in a foreign place, unlike other german states where I have been to.
I know I will have difficulties going back to my studies as I am not that kind that likes to study and bury myself into books.
I know I will have to work harder than before and also look for a new job there as Euros are expensive and I know I can't be living at the speed I have lived previously. For example: spending like mad, etc.
Welcome to another stage of my life...
I have no expectation right now nor anything. I just want to survive and get my Master's Degree.
I know I will have to start a new life in a matter of days, in a foreign place, unlike other german states where I have been to.
I know I will have difficulties going back to my studies as I am not that kind that likes to study and bury myself into books.
I know I will have to work harder than before and also look for a new job there as Euros are expensive and I know I can't be living at the speed I have lived previously. For example: spending like mad, etc.
Welcome to another stage of my life...
I have no expectation right now nor anything. I just want to survive and get my Master's Degree.
March 12, 2009
On throwing hissy fits
Somebody's dad has cancer.
I felt so sorry for him. I wish him that everythign will be okay.
And he came barking at me, scolding me for no reason, throwing his hissy fits at me with the reason I am not sensitive enough. WTF? Who is he to do this to me?
I think I am having a bad week. A few days back, I went to the wrong counter at the Embassy, I was talking to my dad and he banged the car behind us, a few hours later I banged a lorry, a few moments later my finger started to bleed with no reason because I didn't realized there's a cut there, I got scolded by a few people mainly because they are having bad mood, etc etc.
Okay fine. I have patience. Really high tolerance in everything. I know I can go through this.
I felt so sorry for him. I wish him that everythign will be okay.
And he came barking at me, scolding me for no reason, throwing his hissy fits at me with the reason I am not sensitive enough. WTF? Who is he to do this to me?
I think I am having a bad week. A few days back, I went to the wrong counter at the Embassy, I was talking to my dad and he banged the car behind us, a few hours later I banged a lorry, a few moments later my finger started to bleed with no reason because I didn't realized there's a cut there, I got scolded by a few people mainly because they are having bad mood, etc etc.
Okay fine. I have patience. Really high tolerance in everything. I know I can go through this.
Updates
Yes, I am still alive if you wonder. It's been quite a while since I write something here. I have been busy with a lot of things. Mainly, packing, canceling accounts and managing some other things just to name a few.
And another shocking news to me would be, the girl who used to work in the company, I used to open and close door with, has quit. I was like OMG!!! She's like the life of the company and she's moving on to another company. Somehow, I am relieved I no longer work there.
What's new with my life? Nothing. Nada. Nichts.
More like I know I have to start a new on starting end of this month. I am not sure I am ready to live there for 3 years but I am looking at the bright side of it. Being positive.
As much as I want to pursue my dreams. I would also want to be happy. Happy in the sense that I don't throw tantrums at people or sulking or something.
I have not meet up with my friends here and I think I should do something about it. With my really packed schedule for now, I will no matter what try my best.
And another shocking news to me would be, the girl who used to work in the company, I used to open and close door with, has quit. I was like OMG!!! She's like the life of the company and she's moving on to another company. Somehow, I am relieved I no longer work there.
What's new with my life? Nothing. Nada. Nichts.
More like I know I have to start a new on starting end of this month. I am not sure I am ready to live there for 3 years but I am looking at the bright side of it. Being positive.
As much as I want to pursue my dreams. I would also want to be happy. Happy in the sense that I don't throw tantrums at people or sulking or something.
I have not meet up with my friends here and I think I should do something about it. With my really packed schedule for now, I will no matter what try my best.
March 05, 2009
Updates
Facebook is just amazing isn't it?
As much as I wanted to avoid someone online, he posted in his Facebook that he misses me a lot.
I didn't know about this until my friend came up to me and mentioned that to me. I am such a baddie sometimes. But avoiding him is good for me for now. I don't know what is going on between the 2 of us. It's been 3 months now and it's been an on and off thing. Oh dear.
Now I am focusing hard on my work and also my studies. Not to mention spending my time with my family.
Oh dear...I am putting on a lot of weight. Thanks to fattening food here. And yes, I am still in Australia if you wonder.
As much as I wanted to avoid someone online, he posted in his Facebook that he misses me a lot.
I didn't know about this until my friend came up to me and mentioned that to me. I am such a baddie sometimes. But avoiding him is good for me for now. I don't know what is going on between the 2 of us. It's been 3 months now and it's been an on and off thing. Oh dear.
Now I am focusing hard on my work and also my studies. Not to mention spending my time with my family.
Oh dear...I am putting on a lot of weight. Thanks to fattening food here. And yes, I am still in Australia if you wonder.
March 01, 2009
Homesick
Weird if I said that eh?
I m missing home. Although this is a nice place and all but then I miss the feeling of my own bed and pillow and my little bolster.
I m missing home. Although this is a nice place and all but then I miss the feeling of my own bed and pillow and my little bolster.
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