This is not the first time people purposed to me. I just can't. I have fear. I don't know why.
I fear to get married at this age no matter how much I love him.
I still think I am too young to get married.
He is already calling my name by MRS. XXX. (with his surname). The more he tell me about this, the more I felt pressured by this. Gosh!
This topic was brought up quite a number of times and each time I felt like shutting his mouth for a while and breathe. I am not ready.
I have this feeling that this relationship will go down the drain too. I don't think he can wait 2 more years for me. Damn. I hate to be caught up between studies and relationships. Anyway, I am not thinking much about this. Let it be.
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