July 09, 2009

Mystery

Yeah, I am crazy you see.

I like someone so much he meant everything to me.

But he's damn strict in leading me the way to do things right. Like a military school. I know my friends can't believe that I am saying this. I actually let someone control my life. LOL!!!

It felt as if I am in a panic room just now over some instruction he gave me. Totally heart-thumping and no mistakes can be made. Scary. I am glad it's over but I can feel that there's more to come. Oh...jeez. For my own good.

I hope I am not as stupid as I am now. I wish I am a bit smarter when it comes to some terms. Damn.

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