On the wings of love

Love?

I think I've lost the meaning. Is it just a word?

Have I let go fully?
- I do miss him sometimes (getting lesser for each passing day)
- I do get emotional when I got his text message

but
- I m not ready to see him yet since the break
- I don't want to see him
- I don't want to miss him
- I don't want to see things that belongs to him

and that's it... I think I have. Kudos to me!!!