What's love...?

(WARNING: Boring entry. Only for those who don't have anything to do)

This is an excerpt love story of a girl and a mid 20's guy :

And I m writting this at almost 2am in the morning. It begins like this on a night a week after Valentine's day in 2004...

During that time the girl was working hard balancing between work and studies, while this guy who had just graduated from a university in UK came back to Malaysia and was looking for a job. This girl was the complete opposite of that guy, she only know how to work and tries her best to get some time for her studies because she barely touches her schoolbooks. And this guy have been sitting at home like what normal unemployed fresh grads do. She's busy and he's free. She wished a day would last for 48 hours while he's not.

One fine day, while she's working online, a guy came up to her in her ICQ. That's where the story begins...[because ICQ was pretty damn slow, they moved on to MSN instead]...as they chat, they share their love and fears for every single thing in the world. It was truly amazing the hours the spent online and the passion involved.

One night...
The girl put a pic of her hugging her pet dog as her display pic but she keeps on changing it because she was chatting with her best friend and showing her pictures on the other window, the guy noticed the picture with the dog...and this is what the guy said to her :

GUY says:hey, was that u?
GUY says:not now of course
GUY says:before......
GUY says:big glasses
GIRL says:well...dats my homey look
GUY says:but u R PRETTY
GUY says:i like it
GIRL says:i m not...u saw the dog izzit?
GIRL says:well...not fair u put a duck there
GUY says:i saw a girl hugging a dog
GUY says:i have not pic in this comp
GIRL says:dats my dog and a fella lar
GIRL says:dunno why she's in the pic
GIRL says:u know...tak han mou si jou
GUY says:realllllllllyyyyyy>
GIRL says:i knew her
GUY says:see again? guy ah that one?
GUY says:sure looks very feminie
GIRL says:u mean which wan?
GUY says:the girl with the dog
GIRL says:this? [displaying a jude law's pic]
GUY says:not u?
GIRL says:dats me la
GUY says:nope..thats jude law
GIRL says:just now la
GIRL says:serious la
GIRL says:the dig
GIRL says:dog
GUY says:ha ha...yes lah...i think u r pretty
GUY says:truthfully and honestly i do
GIRL says:maybe u very long time din see girls gua
GUY says:??
GUY says:hey.....i watch TV
GIRL says:hmm...oki..well...dats me at home...
GUY says:i like the homey look......its honest
GUY says:so how r u at anywhere else?

The girl didn't have any reaction because she's got a lot of experiance dealing with people with a sweet mouth. But then her instinct told her this guy is different, there's something different about him that she cannot explain. She know she's not THAT pretty like her classmates and friends but somehow she felt weird that the guy would say something like that, just like the proverb, "Beauty lies in the eye on the beholder". Very magical. She found her attracted to the guy even she hadn't see his pic before. But she keeps on telling herself not to get carried away. Not to let things like this bother her.

As time goes by, this guys sticks to her like UHU glue no matter what, no matter thick or thin, no matter sunny or rainy days. Keeps on supporting her all the way. It was a rough time for her, many things happened including death of a close family member. She's happy to have a caring friend like this but she never thought that the relationship can actually go furthur than that.

As time goes by, it's not a feeling like what u had for normal friends. It grows deep with a lot of passion, care and....[da BOMB] love! After all that, they decided to meet up and the rest was history.

But, the sad part was after a few months of being together, the guy got a job offer out of the state. It was sad, it was really unsteady because of the distance. The girl felt like leaving him because of the distance but she keep faith to herself telling her not to be childish and let GOD decide. It was a rocky relationship at first. Long distance relationship is no for the weak. It's full of challenge. They only meet once a month. It's so difficult and painful for her. Phone calls are getting lesser and lesser each day. She still keep stong, standing and hoping something could change the way. And she's still confuse, it's more than a 1000 times she wanted to leave him and start a new life because she felt insecure with the relationship [u know girls, emo type]. But the guy is different, he actually tought nothing really happen and he's really happy with it. He even have plans for her for the next 50 years ahead.

And after more than 1 and a half years of clinging on the relationship, the girl found some old documents in her computer and there're some old history. She read it....tears began rolling down her cheeks as it was really nostalgic reading their past history[emo again, gals u know]. She learnt something. Guys and girls handle their relationships differently. Girls wanted full attention but guys would prefer to attend to them when they feel it's neccessary.

So guys please understand that all women needs full attention. Gals, pls understand that guys have loadsa work to do and when they say they love u, they really meant it [unless he's a JERK] although they didn't give you 100% of that. This is the new age of "Money can buy happiness" as in they earn money to buy LV bags for u.

As for the girl in the story, we can't blame her for her emotional distress, it's her 1st ever steady relationship with a guy. She's been 'fooling around' before he came to her life.

Disclaimer : Not me la duh...stop thinking so much.