Hope

Things has gone really really crazy lately. Sometimes I would just want to buy a one way ticket back to Malaysia but sometimes I think I need to stay here to get what I want for now. This is gonna be very tough but I am determine to go on.

Weird things fall on me like the autumn leaves on the ground. I have not had a single break or a happy day since I arrived here. This is just a test. I am really tired now. I m running out of energy after 20 days here. 

I wish I can lead a normal life here for now.