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I laugh. I cried. I cried again. I cried again and again. I give up.

I spend. I laugh. I spend again. I m happy.

I cried. I spend. I look happy. But I m not.

I am giving up on these things starting from today:
- my parents
- my ability to score 4.0 out of 4.0
- that supermodel figure (I m blessed with loadsa food, why waste?)
- my dream of conquering the world

I don't wanna be sad. I wanna be happy. I don't wanna stress myself, I don't wanna be crazy. No doubt I m still weird but that will remain apart of me.

Being in a competition is tiring when you know you're not gonna win. If I know I m going to win, I will be apart of it. But in life, you don't know when you'll win.